Listening to enrique's 'i like it' makes me swing over.....:-). Well its bein a hectic week with work keeping me busy. It really feels good to be working and much more far than that what feels good is that i've also started earning, hehe thats what i guess i like about working.Yesterday i cought up with my buddies after a long long time....it was fun..:-) saw 'break ke baad' well i din't njoy that movie much but yeah, imran n deepika rock...thats the only thing i liked about the movie hehehe....
Though yesterday was a good day for me but as evening approached i felt something missing, i felt empty at heart. It was not because i was not happy about how my life is shaping up so far, my life is just perfect currently. I cud'nt ask for more then this from god, loving friends...understanding mom...positive vibrations around me, which is like the most important thing for me cause i believe a lot into vibrations i really cant be around negative vibes. But then too there was something in my heart which i din't feel good about, and that was, that i was not happy with my 'self', my 'feelings'. Sometimes in life you feel lonely even though you have lovely people around you who care for you, love you unconditionally. And sometimes its your fault that you neglect these very lovely people and just sink into your stupid lonelyness. And then Sometimes when you feel this way there is that one n only one who loves you to the core but then u don't even consider him and neglect that very person who atleast tried and made an attempt to just be there for you in your blues. Why this happens? Is it because you are insecure about our own self? or Is it because Something deep down inside is eating you up cause your inner feelings know that n that only one thing which nobody else knows that you are wrong somewhere and have hurted people? I guess sometimes you are far too confused to actually know what is it actually you want from your life, its not that this happens only once it happens several times. Honestly its happened to me many a times....But then when this something happened to me yesterday i just sat idle had my ear phones on was just going through my playlist when a song of hilary duff caught my attention and i listened to it when i was finished with it, i was back to normal like nothing had happened to me. It was so strange for me to gulp the truth that just a while before i was drift in some silly thoughts which were useless and baseless and just a song pumped me up. Well i guess this is how life is 'Misterious' and 'Unpredictable'. What will happen next is unknown.
From tomorrow again back to routine i really hate mondays cause just before that there is this lazy day 'sunday' which spoils you lol...it even refreshes you but then i feel mondays are way too hectic then any other week day hehe....
Toodles have a great weekend............:-)
